Okay. These are the reasons I haven’t posted.
1- Writing about Delirium and Daniel is hard because emotions.
2- Writing about Delirium and Daniel is hard because memories are scrambled and I can’t find the specific dates for anything and there’s a whole block missing from ages thirteen to fourteen that I’m trying to find but can’t.
3- Whenever I write something up, it doesn’t save.
4- Whenever I write something up and it does save and I get around to posting, it decides “Hey, you know what? Fuck those extra thousand words you’ve written, I only like that single paragraph you wrote. So let’s keep that.”
5- Modelling. Which has been going well recently.
6- School. Which I really don’t feel like talking about.
7- Resume crap. Which I have nothing to show.
8- Procrastination via creepy video games. Lots of fun. Not good for sanity or schoolwork though. Or updating my blog for that matter.
9- Self destruction, through a lethal cocktail of isolation, rough unsatisfying sex and long periods of moping where I question the nature of my existence.
Aaaaaand, that’s it.